Going home to wear I belong…
but before I do I must leave all things that I know will not do me good.
Including memories and experiences of embarrassments
Especially heartaches that was made by him
I will now move on, to the course where I should’ve run
Instead of making a short cut to my demise
That in my most honest opinion had made me cried
Soon enough, this tears will go away because
I know I’ll soon be back in my happy days
Where innocence is the most beautiful nuisance
Which is funny because it does make me happy…
I remember this woman I talked with at the nccc food court…
I made her cry, because, we eventually ended talking about how her husband left her for another woman when she was 30.
She’s already 60, that’s why I’m a little disturbed on how long she marked the hatred that she felt for her husband. And to think our conversation started from what she commented about our generation today and her generation. When she said that during their time, holding hands were even off limits and that couples or mag - uyabs of today acted like husbands and wives… She even called it “CHEAP”
I wanted to tell her na “kung masagwa tignan para sa inyo, baket iniwan ka ng asawa mo?”
But, out of respect I let her speak and bash about our generation…
I would had really wanted to console her, but, we really had a different point of view. Especially when her eyes started tearing up and she suddenly said “buti na lang at natagpuan ko si Jesus Christ”… For a second there, my eyelids would had raised but being constantly prevented and ignored I just let her talk about it…
She told me that I should join them, but, I really don’t want to. Because, I somehow developed a resistance towards preachers, church goers, and etc… that when ever they talk about god. I see nothing about who they really are… sad to say but I somehow already see people as “pretending”. Pumupunta lang sa simbahan to be saved… The church is out of control, we have been brain washed too much. And for me, I really would want to abolish this… pero, bitter ang religions eh… what can I do?
I can’t talk about my opinion because I want to respect their rights, pero you have to admit that people might burn me or condemn me because of blasphemy… it’s really irritating… hindi sa inyo ang mundo… the world should be respected, have a discipline for yourself because in reality. Kapag nasugatan ka, hindi naman ka agad magagamot ang sugat… baka ma infect ka pa nga.
And the very fact that religious people are “CHISMOSA’S” … they backstabbed when they’re insecure… hmmppffff… well anyways… I’d hate to be flagged or spammed or even burned… pero, when someone already has understood my point… please, do not share kasi baka mapahamak ka.
